WISH MY BABY WAS HERE

HELLO EVERYONE!!!!!

Well I'm sitting here at home all alone my kids are out side playing with their friends doing god knows what and I'm just thinking about if I would have the baby know what would I be doing.

1. HOLDING THE BABY

2. KISSING THE BABY

3. CHAGEING THE BABY

4. JUST LOVING THE BABY

5. TAKEING THE BABY OUT SIDE TO ENJOY THE SUNNNY DAY

I wish we can do our IUI now and not have to wait I hate waited the only thing I have to look forward to is my OPT and checking my cervix and CM.

I have started to write down every thing we are going to do from start to finish, I have not shown Marcy because she will get mad at me, so I hid the note book in my closet were she dose not go and look for things, this is making me go crazy I wish we can just do it and I get a BFP.

I really don't have any body to talk to about that would understand me or maybe going through the same thing if anyone is, feell free to leave your email so maybe we can talk and help each other.